Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 4:41 PM


Officially sick of Ikea's stupid hotdog buns.

Was prolly a bit too quiet today ha ha ha. No there's nothing wrong with me. I was just too effing tired :S (I still think its very stupid if people keep asking you what's wrong when all you did was didnt talk -.-)

In other news, my parents are going for a romantic dinner tonight together! ^^ Hehe thank their awesome daughter for backing out least minute pleaze :) Cross my fingers, hope mom doesnt make me go out tonight! Reallyreaaaaaally extremely tired- not even pasta can make me leave, I rather eat bei bei mian.



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Wierdest self conversation ever:

#10; paola says:

we can purposely go pretend to read her formal letter writing
then ask

eh that's your real address?
"no of course not lah"
wa why you dont want write real address?
"where got ppl write real address one?"
got lor, i write my real address
"you want teacher to know your address meh:
why not?
"later teacher go your house knock on your door"
haha crazy lah you, anyway what's your real address?
"why you want to know my real address?"
ahya just want to know cannot meh
"okay okay.. since you so wu liao i will give you my address"
yay okay where you stay arh
"read yourself lah.."
okay lets go for recess!
"YAY LETS GO!"
no we must wait for meiling and carissa
"ya lor they always so slow.."
hanor! meiling carissa kuai dian lah!
"faster im so hungry"
coming coming!


.....

Lol. Zen me ban :O

Eating shaker fries now. Really very tired but I wonder if I'll grow fat if I sleep immediately after eating this...


Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 6:42 PM
A true story


She scrolls randomly through the numbers on her phone.
She pauses at one and her heart catches.
She types a whole long message..
Then clicks delete.


She went on scrolling,
And stops at another number.
She randomly typed a few words.
This time, she hits send.
No smiley faces. She couldnt feel a thing.


A few seconds later, her phone vibrates.
She grabs the phone and clicks a button.
She sees the sender. Her face falls.
Yet she opens the message and prepares herself for the typical reply.

To her surprise, it was an extremely long one.
She reads on.
And feels the beginnings of a smile.
By the end of the message,
She laughed out loud to an empty room.
And with a huge smile on her face, she replies...
But this time with a whole chunk of smiley faces.



This has to be the 100th time you're doing that,
Y'know, making me smile.
Thank you :)

You're the first person who never made me laugh by telling jokes.
ROFLOLMAO. You're blur, but its nice :)


P/s: I'm prepared to fail maths.
P/s/s: It'd be zuper cool if we had an EL sleepover, imagine what we did on tuesday, spreaded out over and entire night! :)


Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 10:12 PM




It all comes down to one question.


@ 4:36 PM


Meiling: 不要怕！有我在！The ball can never pass through me one!!!!!
-Brandishes stick-

2 SECONDS LATER....
... Ball rolls between her legs and into the goal.

She stands there with a shocked look, looking down at the ball.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF. I laughed till I fell down on the court, no exaggeration. HAHAHAHAHA. (But seriously dont judge her like that, she made loads of spectacular saves plus that was the only few goals :D)


Anyway, today started off veryyyy badly. Why did Ms Hia have to ask who we thought wasnt fit to be a cca leader in front of everyone?!! It sucked I know. Pleaze the two of you, just take it in stride okay. Dont know what we can say to take back our words.

Then, I hated chinese. I'm gonna fail my compo for the 3rd consective time (in my life)!!!!!! I never used to fail compos until I got into 3E, and the main reason is becuz we're forever required hand it in on the exact day. Unlike what she thinks, we actually have places to go after school. Always make me rush like some mad thing and my compo goes out of topic as a result. 20 minutes leh, where got enough time to write out a whole logical story?!

CHAMPS was damn fun!!! I absolutely love it when we gotta sit in a circle as a class and talk! So fun hahahha seriously high until cannot high already :) OH GAWD AND LIQI'S INVITING ME TO HER HOUSE FOR A SLEEPOVER IN EXACTLY 6 WEEKS TIME. I love sleepovers!!!!!!! Cant wait omfg so excited and I hope ML, Paola and Fiona wants to watch 'UP' after the *hem* next monday. (And 3E steamboat/ barbeque? How come so many objections everytime, how come class gatherings never even work out ):)

Met EL after mad compo rush, subway-ed, talked, didnt wanna go, got chased home. (OH, HOHOHO AND TOEH GOING NZ ALSO :D *total bliss*)


K NEED TO MUG MATHS ALREADY.
REALLY REALLYREAAAAAAALLLLLLY GOTTA GET DOWN AND MUG LOG.
I hate LOG!!!!! Every trial question Mr Liu set us I totally DONT KNOW how to do. Plus that class test, omfg gone case sia. GONNA FAIL MATHS TEST ON FRIDAY. Plus school's dismissed so late tomorrow, where got time to study.

Siannnnn. Gotta jet, baibai.

(Whats wrong, why arent you talking? D:)


Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 7:39 PM


She's not as skinny as you guys for a reason, she wears a jacket even under the hot weather for a reason, she's not as pretty as you guys want girls to look for a reason. DONT JUDGE A PERSON BEFORE KNOWING THEM!! Seriously we're living in a very practical + mean society, where people ostracise others just because they dont look like your average girl, just because they're a little wierd/ fat/ not pretty. Its totally screwed, I bet no one knew she had low metabolism, I bet no one knew she isnt as healthy as she looks. :O They cant help it, but why is everyone being so cruel?


Meng Ying's so nice!!!! I mean seriously omg. I just told her I liked chestnut randomly, then she went and bought me a whole entire packet! ^^ LA was fun (but quite stupid) cuz even if we get to walk on school grounds, my haiku still turned out very wierd zx.

Wind blowing gently,
Two figures under a tree,
Look it's a squirrel!
(WTF RIGHT NO LINK. LOL)


ANYWAY, AFTER SCHOOL -
Met Cheryl and so qiao bumped into the rest of them. Ate KFC @ anchorpoint then cheryl took out her freaking poker cards. OMG ITS NOT TRUE, PLEAZE LET IT NOT BE TRUE ): She was counting our love lives with particular people and somehow for Toeh and Siying, who did it on people they liked, then on people they really hated, it was CRAZY ACCURATE OKAY. They did it over and over again, the same results! WHY! Freaky anot! Then we were all so fascinated; Hanying and Kelly left, yet the rest of us went down to Siying's block/ playground to continue.

Siying did it on like COUNTLESS guys LOL. Nonstop one leh she, one guy after another! Obviously we all know who cheryl and toeh tried the cards on :) Seriously, pleaze dont let the cards be true.. Yet how come after shuffling it over and over again, the same complications appear, the same big circle appear. Dont worry, I dont believe in that ptttttf, and I know its not true :X (At least I hope its not, how come so many girls appear roflmao.)

Kept the cards then talked for a crazy long time under the block. Or as they put it: HEART TO HEART LOL. But dont worry we're not bloodbonds HAHAHA. Much as we want it to be, I dont want to have the same genes/ parents/ blood as them tyvm. Love you girls, yes even Toeh who uses her waterbottle to wash her hair LMAO.

Lalala kkkkk. Gotta jet, brother's whining for dinner -.-

PLEASE DONT LET THE CARDS BE TRUE.


There are people dying.
If you care ebough for the living.


Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 6:42 PM


Homework. Tests. FAILURES!! D: Ohmygawd I'm becoming such a nerd. I mean seriously, I seem to be mugging almost every night, plus chionging homework during lessons and after school. (HAHA BUT I FINALLY GOT TITRATION :D It wasnt tough at all! Just wondering why I took so long to get even the simplest concepts lmao) Its just tests, tests and more tests. Seriously my life revovles so much around school, sometimes I wonder if I even have any life at all. -gags- Ya lah, *hears people smirking and going*: rv nerd school mah! (Har nah, cannot meh. LOL)

Cant remember what really happened today, just that I was reallyyyyy tired in the morning, laughed alot during recess (Ms Ong wearing blue panties), blahblahblahblah school. Oh yes but we're planning something kewl. Was Paola's idea but still! So excited hehehe. And xinni's pencilbox's crazy cute. I mean, highlighter + highlighter eraser, pen (that has a chop AND CAN BLOW BUBBLES), lip balm, a pencil (that I broke), her stupid giraffee watch .. hahaha seriously you wont know what you'll find there.

Kkkkkkkkk gotta jet :) Dont worry, I'll try to cut down on mugging tonight, LOL.

ANWAY I THINK THERE'S A FLY IN MY EAR. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY WITH A FLY IN MY EAR. WHERE THE HELL IS MY TORCHLIGHT.







Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

(edit)


LOL. CHINGXING'S EYE. HAHAHA

Everything's in this jumbled up mess.
Sleep it off? yeah sure I'll try.


Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 7:36 PM






























HAI! :D I'm back and loads fresher than ytd hahaha. Went botanic gardens w/ Est to mug (supposedly) tdy. PREDICTABLY, we got lost cuz we looking at the wrong side of the bus LOL. Then we walked and we walked and walked trying to find the way back and went in the wrong direction again. So we finally got smart and took a cab.

Saw many weddings + families (and my swans!!!). Then we took pictures, ate, laughed at this wedding couple, killed ants, shifted our mats, talked, did homework and um.. talked :)
Speaking of weddings!
Me: So, what if I dont get married by 30.
Est: Nevermind if you're not married by 30 then I mary you!
LOL.

Hahaha kkkkkkk gotta get dinner. Ciiiiiaoz.


Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 8:10 PM


I slept at 3am ytd night, I know its not THAT late but I'm so tired I can drop now. (Dont ask me why I'm not sleeping, the time's not ripe hahaha). I'm in like this dreamlike state where everything seems forgottened and memories are simply fussy wuzzy things in my head.


Esther: Pinch yourself, If it hurts you're not
Me: Merry Christmas!
Est: The next thing you are gonna say is happy new year.
Me: Happy new year!
Est: Then you'll receive hongbaos alr.
Me: Can you plz slap me awake instead of joining my nonsense.
Est: (slaps)
Me: OW WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT FOR.

Totally lost the hang in blogging. Will go do something unmeaningful and waste my time away before sleeping. Buaiixbuaiix see you tomorrow.


-
Understand ..., I cant be someone for you 24/7, much as I like to be, I cant turn my life to suit yours, a friend, nothing more. Next time, at least. Think. Before you say things like that.

Varsity - Babysteps
Vanessa Hudgens - Vulnerable
Rosette- Crushed

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WILL UPLOAD THE VID WE TOOK AT TF'S HOUSE SOOOON. Belowwww
Zhikai's laughter really very horrible omg. LOL

(!!)17 ✖YITING -shoosh! carissa saves the dayyyy!yayness!
(lmaoofofofofo like superman right)



Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 6:32 PM


♥2K '08 CHLOE SIYING(: KIRA YAMATO says:
EH

♥2K '08 CHLOE SIYING(: KIRA YAMATO says:
CHOOSE BEI JING

♥. #16, Carissa (; says:
EH CHOOSE BEIJING

♥. #16, Carissa (; says:
QING DAO IS SO BORING OMG

♥2K '08 CHLOE SIYING(: KIRA YAMATO says:
HAHAHA

♥2K '08 CHLOE SIYING(: KIRA YAMATO says:
CUZ TAN WAN TING SUCKS

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
BUT BEIJING IS CHINESE ....

♥. #16, Carissa (; says:
OKOK FINE BEIJING IT IS

♥2K '08 CHLOE SIYING(: KIRA YAMATO says:
EVERY IS CHINESE

♥. #16, Carissa (; says:
WHO CARES WE WONT GET OUR 2ND CHOICE ANYWAY

-


(Close the advertisement that pops up over the 'subtitles' lol)


Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 5:11 PM


Happy belated 15th birthday Mutang!

Happy birthday Yunfei!

Though I find it sweet that when you're mugging like some mad thing, someone comes up from behind and hugs you from the back ..., Human beings are veryvery wierd creatures LOL. Bio was okay, (the advantages of being the last class wooo ^^) I rushed like mad and finished the paper on the dot! -smirks-

But unlike bio, physics is so gonna suck. If even Ms Ling says its hard, then it definitely is, omfg :S And 5 stacks of notes not counting assignments by tonight iz no joke. Arghhh thinking about it makes me sick already. And interview tomorrow, holy shit, lucky cheryl!!!

Gotta jet urgently, ciaooooz.
Note to self : Remember to call kailun!!!!!!! :)


Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 4:24 PM


My brother is so irritating!! The only thing he ever picks up is the phone. No matter how long/ hard I ring the doorbell, he never opens the door! He just sits there laughing at wdvr he's watching and automatically assumes I have the key. Wah next time must remember to take revenge, leave him outside for all I care TT.

Anyway,

Happy 15th Birthday Zoenin! :D

Your present tomorrow okay! Sorrysorry. Continue being the awesome & easy to talk to person who spams people's tagbox :) And dont think too badly of her, everybody write wrong things on their blogs during fits of anger all the time. Hehe love you ahma!


Today was okay, but tonight, tomorrow night and tomorrow tomorrow night iz gonna suck ): So today we um, wrote "Kimyee's boobs" on her arms while she slept; did an experiment and waved at each and every peron during maths lesson to see who's courteous and who's not (All the girls waved back!!! The guys will have that "what the hell why are you waving to me" look on their faces, apart from tzechong afterwards who realised what we're doing and MR LIU LMAO EFFING FUNNY.)

Pek: Eh try Ern Chuen! I think he'll wave back!!
Me: (tries to motion to Ern Chuen, then waved frantically to him)
Mr Liu: (walks past) Carissa, got any problems? Oh, hi! (waves back to me)
Us: (doubles over in laughter)

Hahahhaa happy anniversary tomorrow!! :D

Then as expected, I FLUNKED our class test (wdf how come zhi ye out of 5 days pon 3 days still can get 19/20 ?!!!!!! Prc jiu shi prc :S) Then history was superrrrr traumatising cuz we watched the hiroshima bombings. The americans were so nice!!!!! I mean the japs did all that to the people in nanjing then bombed pearl harbour w/o any warning. Then the americans still gave the japs chances and bfr they did the bombing, they still urged all jap citizens to get out of industralized areas. But loads of innocent people died so um, ):


Went out w/ Hanying & Cheryl after school. Cheryl omg, I hope your voice gets well soon. So horrible sia your voice today! *shudders* Hahahhaha had Ikea then talked about loads of random things ^^ Wah damn fun, hanying very funnyyy lmao. Rushed home cuz we reallly have to study >( Dead tonight, gotta cram all that shit into my brains and I havent started anything. Bio + Phyz = loads of shit, no joke. And I cant fail maths test next week !!!!!!!!!

Not to forget; we should be in OBS, we should currently be canoeing. We should not have homework this week. We should not have tests. We should be having the experience of a lifetime, we should not be stuck doing normal mundane things like we usually do. HOW COME THEY ROB US OF OBS/ E&C DAY !? ); I'm still so sad!!! I bought my trackpants already leiiiiiiiii ptttf D:

kkkkkkk enough complaining, gotta jet. Ciaoozzozo! :D

(P/S, IM BROKE. ON A TUESDAY. TEERIFIC tengfoong RIGHT? :S --dont 'left' me, LOL)


Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 5:01 PM


She never slows down
She doesn't know why but
she knows that when
She's all alone feels
Like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries
That first tear
The tears will not stop
Raining down


So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day what's lost can be found

You stand in the rain


She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself

And the fears whispering ..

If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found but
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down


Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 2:19 PM
I really hope you read this.


Ive truly ran out of things to say. My retaliation will probably be terribly weak and lousy cuz we all know my english can never match up to a debater.

I didnt know you looked at us this way. I've never believed it when they said you looked down on us. Perhaps you have achieved more, perhaps being a debator made you a greater achiever.

You havent spent very long with us, (or you too ashamed too?) Nobody is actually vying for that position, I didnt really have violent objections with you being the CCA leader. But are you truly not interested in getting anymore power? Then how come you're telling the SCs you quitted council because you're gonna be a CCA leader?


I'm sorry if added that "cca leader, sure bo?" line on impulse. I'm sick of you scoffing at us. I'm sick of you fawning at the seniors and boasting about how close you are to everyone else. I refused to contribute, not anymore after this. Plus I'm sorry if you took the "desperate, high and mighty" thingy I wrote for XXXX to be you. Its not :X

It sucks that things turned out like this.
I guess its time we bowed our heads to you instead.

Sorry if we disgraced you,


They were right. I was wrong.

Dont you get it?

Nobody hates you. Its you that hates us.


You know what, forget it.
No matter how bad I feel, she'll prolly not feel a thing.


@ 12:33 PM




19th! ^^

LOL I'm atually posting for the sake of the date. Today's gonna be another mug + computer day. Crap, I'm so gonna flunk maths tomorrow. Surds + log = killer subjects! For the thosandth time, I wished we had OBS tomorrow, then I can at least go botanic g today/ get kidnapped by cyn. Pttsffffsfffff D:

Haha! But at least I know I'm not the only one ;

#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
WALAO
(Side note: first time hearing Meiling say this on msn! LOL)
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
maths i aso haven touch
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
..
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
die liao
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
and the thing is... i dun wan to!
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
i dun care whether thrs test or nt..
#07 ; meiling ❤ arashi. says:
die liao
♥. #16, Carissa (; says:
Becuz they throw too many at us at one go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-


I believed what you said,
But love doesn't have a meaning
When you hurt me so bad
Just threw it all away
You knew I was scared
To once more that you give that close to me
Despite what you did
I believed

Ciaoz! ^^

(When I start playing stupid things like "the last person who finish this apple is an idiot" with Caleb, you know I'm really bored, LOL. Btw, I'm still choking on my bloody apple.)


Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 4:22 PM
lost cause.




Sorry for being so unresponsive today.

My head's literally pounding, ∴ am in no mood for conversations.
∵ of phyz, maths, bio tests & angry mom - sunday's rescheduled ):

I'm not sorry actually,
you really ought to stop calling when nobody picks up the first time.


Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 11:07 PM




Aw I had high expectations for this movie. Normal movie, but perhaps a little better than the 5th one (my god, the sequels are getting worse and worse) Alot of talktalktalk and very little action, though Paola reckons its actually the book that's boring. I dont get why everyone complained about how ugly Cho Chang was,but nobody critized Ginny/ Lavendar. So biased! So what if Cho was asian; Emma watson was prolly the only good lookin person in the show. (Oh yes, and that Luna!)
I cant really say the movie was disappointing, maybe its the best they can do cuz they actually did follow the book storyline. (With alot of redundant scenes) Prolly it was the book's fault; not worth watching.


Sorry Est, dont mind watching a second time w/ you I guess. I reallyreeally wanted to catch the movie early, so sorry to put you down again and again \m/. Anyway, watched HP w/ Cheryl & Paola @ Tiong Plaza today. (You shdve seen Vivo's queue! Mad packed on thrus.) Very very veryyyyyyy fun (LOL, just kidding, its was fun but not that exaggerated. Later Paola make the noise again) The only reason why Cheryl didnt sleep, (omg that girl really not fit to watch movies! Transformers also can fall asleep, zai) was becuz *hem* and *hem* were sitting so closely in front of us! 2 very exciting shows, hahaha.

Today was also the horrible day where they suddenly made us clear our undertables. Crazy heavy bag + I walked all over the place, and then to imm to meet mom. Shoulder's hurrrrrrrrtting so much now :S Gotta jet btw, ciaoz.


Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 5:19 PM


I know it's been ages since I last wished somebody happy birthday..

Happy 15th birthday Peiling!!! :D


Have a very happy birthday okay! You are possibly the kindest and nicest person I've ever known. And thanx for the toliet thing during hist today! Heh :)

Today was a day of extreme emotions. History was damn pekchek, chinese was damn boring and bio pract was damn fun. Seriously, if you gotta choose between phyz and bio; phyz is the most practical and got qian tu subject, but bio is loaaaaads easier and alot more interesting! Yep, today was the sheep's heart pract where we got to poke our fingers into a real (and smelly and bloody) heart. Then we went around drawing hearts on people's worksheets, told stupid ghost stories, wrote on Mr Wong's cast and teased Ms Lee continuously about Mr Ng. (Then we walked out and Mr Ng was walking down the corridor. Everyone looked at each other and burst out laughing.)

Comparatively, we do nothing but bounce basketballs on sensors, swing pendulums, watch light rays and other practical stupid experiments for physics. Yikes really dont like. Oh and we played charades home again today! (Damn FUNNY LOL) - Cx, remember to send me screenshots of Operation AS.

C'est la vie!


TRUCK:
Your letter totally freaked me out. Everything's gonna be better tomorrow okay. There's definitely hope for everything; maybe its time you learned to move on. I cant stand you being messed up like that, I got so worried I replied it on the spot.

I know I cant be there for everyone, but I can try! :) I guess all I wanted to say is in that letter already. Hehe I'm so glad you told me, I luv you too. But there's always a max a friend can do.. REMEMBER TO BREATHE! :D

You are my awesomest friend too! Lalala xo ;3

-

To XXXX,
Fuck you - desperate, attention grabbing, high and mighty bitch.



Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 10:58 PM







(OMFGGGGGGGGG *hyperventilates*)

Hamlet w facebook ^^

Hanying is so sweet! She helped me all the way then even called to see if I've reached home safetly already, (K!) Not like that Esther, 1/2 way fall asleep. (LOL just kidding, I made that naggy girl sleep :D)

ANYWAY. I know still have to EAT DINNER, BATHE and meddle around a little before I can sleep (look at the time! x.x), yet I'm still blogging. Sorry if the post doesnt make sense but ..

Today was an awesome day! :)

PLUS I GOT WIND OF A BIGBIGBIG SECRET HAHA. I must be like the 5th person ever to know, BUT WDVR! It was becuz I didnt get to see cheryl much!! I know it has nothing to do with me, but I got so excited, I was bouncing like a mad thing. OMFG WOOLALAAA. (What a catch!! :D)

ANDAND OMG, DEYI'S XXX WAS ....... *Gets speechless and starts hyperventilating again*. I cannot describe the feeling; cuz this is like probably the first and last time you guys are ever gonna see me act like that. Everyone was like: "Where got, where got?" Then I was like:" GOT! GOT! YOU SEE, YOU SEE!"

AH BUT .. SORRY! Not gonna say/ think of ,, anymore. (Prosecutor!! ;3) Last time we're ever gonna meet those people there anyway.


Seriously gotta jet; ciaoz.
Please hor, dont need to give us that fucking attitude. CCA leader? Sure bo?


Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 5:17 PM


I entered my room, sat down, switched on the comp, and my whole face started burning. Been splashing cool water on it for the past few minutes yet once I enter my room, it starts to burn again. My room not THAT hot leh, how come like that? :S

Furthermore, there're VERY PRESSING issues in my mind right now!!! I'm seriously DYING to tell the whole world, but I know thats gonna suck, cuz what little friends you've left are all gonna get disgusted after hearing it and leave you at once. I finally get why at least 15 freaking people asked me what was going on between us. Fyi, its just wistful thinking on somebody's part, NOTHING IS HAPPENINING. Not now, not tomorrow, not as long as I'm alive. (Okay, that's a bit far fetched ..)

ANYWAY, to test our hypothesis, a gang of guys did an experiment on our dear subject. I can't say more, but yes it was indeed true and they even uncovered more things. Personally, I thought it was a little (ok, very) cruel, but wdvrrrr, I'm glad we got everything cleared up RIGHT RIGHT?!! When Toeh told me, I was choking + laughing + not believing my ears. Effing funny!!!!!! (Dont ask)


In other news, today wasnt as fun as I'd expected it to be, but it was fun nevertheless. Container classrooms how come so easy to sms one? Everyone there gave immediate replies, whereas those in block C couldnt. (Expect for some people.. SCS dont have to listen hor? Lmao.)

Our performance was jolly good, but deyi's was .. *standing ovation*. (Wooooo the prosecutor! ^^) Their play was awesome, much better than fairfield med (ok, maybe not. I just didnt understand hamelet) & geylang -wdvr- sec (nobody cried~). Spent alot of time just sitting there watching deyi rerun their play over and over again and practically most of the time doing nothing D:


ACJC's canteen wasnt as good as the juniors said LOL. I didnt eat alot becuz the food was nice, I was dead hungry. (People get hungry when they're bored; but no matter how hungry also cannot match up to Toeh, hahahaha). I'm not gonna complain about the JJ-mian aunty here, later Hanying get angry again :O And I got allergic to something, my bottom lip dont usually swell just cuz it feels like it.

Okay, gonna end here. I desperately need to splash more water on my face again!! :S Post may get longer when I upload the pixx. Not yet though :)


I've gone through all that before, I know how it feels not being able to adapt. I hope you're not crying at night like I used to. No matter what, just know I'll (and we will) always be there. Things will change, this horrible period will definitely, eventually pass. I know it seems like things wont change, you regret not starting earlier, you cant do anything now. It will get better, trust me!!!! :D

(SEX KITTEN ON TOLIET BOWL, THAT WAS FOR YOU)
xoxo, I love you :)


Unlike some people *cough*, I do not give my love freely. (LOL)
I do mean it when I say I'll be there y'know :)

I also realised there are some people in my life I can never live without.


(edit)

If you want me to do your bloody assessment books, so be it. Dont. fucking. scream. at. me. Especially when I'm on the phone and EVERYONE of my friends is gonna hear how fucked up your voice + screaming is.

Dont. Control the time I spend on the phone.
Dont. Tell me who I'm supposed/ not supposed to talk to.

This is like, the max. "Dad, stop it. I'm doing my homework now. I'll go get your homework done later okay? I'm sorry. " (Shut the hell up, isnt reading my messages enough? What. You wanna evesdrop on me too?)


Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 6:20 PM


Exhausting ^100 day.

Slept @ 10 sharp ytd yet I'm still so CRAZY TIRED :O
Burned my finger (ouch phobia) and to those who TRIED/ threatened/ succeeded in hitting my ear on purpose, thanks alot ar.

TOMORROW'S GONNA BE A GREATTTTTTT DAY.
101% SURE!!!!

AND WEDNESDAY! OMFG :)

OHOH AND SUNDAY'S GONNA BE A GR8 DAY TOO :D
HEHEHE.

I hate H1N1.
If not OBS next week lei!!! Now it's replaced with stupid lessons everyday & physics test.


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[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
OMG TRANQUIL

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
CAPS FUN OKAYYY!

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
SEEEEEEEEE;D

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
MAKES ME THINK OF ICAS

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
LOL

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
OKAY

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
GTGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
CIAOOOOO;D

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
SING SONGGG TOMORO!

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
HEEEHEEEEEEEES;D

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
TMR I NOT COMING

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
AHAHAHA

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
REMIND PEK TO KEEP WKSHTS FOR ME

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
BYEBYEBYEBYE

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
HAHAH

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
OKAAAAAAYS

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
;D

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
HAVEE FUNN!

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
MUAHAHHAA;D

(!!)17 ✖YITING says:
I WONT MISS EUU;D

[c=36] ♥. #16, Carissa (; [/c] says:
SAMA SAMA

OKAY LOL, that's just to conclude hahaha BYEBYE GOODNIGHT ^^


Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 9:26 PM


Ptttf laopo, sure you miss me anot D: Everytime I try to organise things you forever busy one. Today somebody say gonna pierce ears w/ me also in the end never go horrrrr. Should punish you, next week go yourself! Hahaha just kidding.

Anyway, I JUST HAD MY EARS PIERCED! Hehehehe after sucha long internal debate. Almost backed out again cuz the stupid salesperson in goldheart was, whats that word, disiao-ing me. It didnt hurt, just felt suffocated cuz all the salespeople there were crowding around me telling me things, but I was too distracted, absolutely no idea what they were talking about.

Okay it didnt hurt, but its burning now. Woooooo D: *Scares Esther*

Kayyyyyy gotta jet; for the first saturday since the first episode, I finally get to watch BOF on teevee! :D

Eh, is my background too glaring? :S

If I could do it all over again,
I would go back to the time we were friends.


Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 4:36 PM


1) Comprehension and summary exercise in Present Perfect Mag

2) Chinese Cloze passage (Hehe so much thanxx Esther :D)
3) Chinese Compre
4) 报章读后感
5) Ensure presentation ppt is abv 5 minutes

6) Logarithms & Indices Quiz
7) Complete expontential curve worksheet 3

8) Bio assignment
9) Bio extension activity
10) Finish Bio Pract 12

11) Read Acids, Bases and Salts
12) Complete chem assigned tasks (Can't find lmao)
13) Record 3 important concepts, 2 things unsure, 1 Ques
(Helping Pek submit hers now)

14) Complete phyz assignment 10 (Cant find again lalala)
15) Self study Thermal Energy
16) Complete webquest and revision worksheet

17) Complete SCS routine thinking worksheet

18) SBQ on Jap Occupation (Cant find LOL)


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I know this show came out like 4 years or more before, but my mom just bought the dvd and .. OMG STUPID SHOW -.- Its all the love, jealousy, 2 guys for a girl kind of show. Typical korean drama,

Girl: 现在我才知道等一个人有多痛苦,
(Long pause)

Me: 所以不要再等我了.
Girl: 所以... 不要再等我了.
(Mom bursts out laughing)


Btw, I know I didnt write on this blog, intending for the whole world to read about my boring life. Ever since I removed my tagbox I aint desperate for visitors anymore. Haha but still! My unique visitors actually increased quite um, alot over the past 2/3 months. Hehehehehehe thank you! :)


Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 10:42 PM


SPEAKING OF NDP, my mom got tickets for the preview AHAHAHA. I know its ONLY the preview, but still! (SAME NUMBER OF GOODIE BAGS MA :D)

We havent talked for so long, and that's the first thing you tell me? -.-

AH CRAPZXZX. I M SO BORED!! PTTSFFSFSFFALMVKLGJKKNVCJKBVEGRUVEU. AH



@ 5:17 PM


Stall 3 uncle seriously got attitude problem wtf. I smelt like vingear the whole day!!! OMG GROSSS. The reason why I never eat the dumplings there is because the vingear stank. I cant believe I smelt like that the whole day *grimaces*. He didnt even say sorry D:

I cant believe I actually found Thursdays fun. Especially the back part of the day. I hate teachers who cant teach. By the time they're done reading every single one of their ppt slides, we've long finished reading already -.-

We went MAD in bio ROFLOLMAO. Me and Yiting cldnt really see the blood smears no matter how hard we turned the microscope, so we went around peeping into people's slides and then halfway through doing that, somehow we started whispering sweet nothings into random girls' ears, seeing if they will shiver with pleasure. HAHA FREAKING HILARIOUS. The problem then was, WE ALWAYS FAILED. Somehow the words can never come out of our mouths, so we'll creep to someone's ear, prepare, then burst out laughing. LMAO. We went crazy then and wanted to try that on BOTH girls and guys to see if it worked. Eh cannot explain any further, its too ridiculous. Then we started singing and stuff, our blood drawings long forgottened.

Then on the ride home, Pl, Sy, Amanda, Xy and I were playing Charades. Made alot of noise but very funny lmao. Went chomps with Amanda and Xinyi afterwards and I think the cheese sausage gave me tummyache :S (Amanda! Pleaseplease try eating more. How can people go for 2 days without eating zomg.)


AH. Elearning killllllllllllllllllls. SERIOUSLY I RATHER HAVE SCHOOL. Omfg we have so much homework!!!!! Probably even more than what we got for the whole June hols. There're at least 2 pieces of work for EVERY subject and Physics got 3 somemore, can die :/

AH okay. I'll stop screaming. AH. Cest la vie, baibaiiiiii.


Wednesday, July 8, 2009 @ 3:33 PM


Have yet to find.

First time I'm home so early and I forgot today's also the day my dad's on leave.
Might flunk chem. So many careless mistakes, what the eff.
I miss you, more than you ever know. Too bad I took you for granted.


Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.


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One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

:) Almost wanted to put this as my blog song. Then realised people beat me to it already, haha so yeah ~

Anyway, just wanted to say.
Dont trust just anything from anyone's blog. People do make their lives sound alot more interesting on their blogs and paint a very nice picture of themselves.

Yep, my blog's one purrrrfect example. My life isnt as nice as Ive painted it out to be. I simply added in the good parts of the day and left out all the bad ones. (Sidenote: If you wanna know the bad parts of my day, ask Esther! She knows :) Hahaha.)

I wrote this part because wierd people think my life's fun and everything.
AND SHUT UP ABOUT MEGAN FOX BENDING OVER THE BIKE ALREADY!


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I love my mom.

Told her I was sad cuz she didnt allow me to go for swimming and I had nowhere else to go cuz nobody else wants to go out with me; and she immediately said she'll leave work early and meet her @ orchard.

:D Hehe.


Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 6:13 PM


Why do you twist everything I say around !!?
Stop getting the wrong impression, I never meant that omg.
Please hor. *coughs*

Shit I'm so screwed tonight, so many things to do and I'm stuck on the phyz assignment after only a few pages. AND THERE'S STILL CHEM TEST!! *pees on pants* Win already lor, my notebook and chem pract still under my table wtf ):

Tuesdays are okay, time passed very fast. Went LJS w/ Fiona and Xinyi after school; almost died of hunger heh.

Sidetrack; Omg there's sth seriously wrong w/ the train, its practically crawling on the tracks now o.o Literally CRAWLLLING. No exaggeration.

Gotta jet, baiiiiiiiz.

If you want to go somewhere else with them, just say it.
I can definitely make other plans, so stop beating about the bush.
Dont change your plans for me, you know I'll feel worse.
:D

P/s. Eh, I changed alot this year got anot! ^^
Blow the candles out,
I'm beginning to see the light ~


Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 10:00 AM


If you're gonna accuse someone of flirting with you, dont flirt with that person yourself!!!!
.
..
Maybe it was me. I didnt use to care.

How much do you want me to do before you realise what I'm trying to say? -.-

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^ Pics for grabs :)

It's not difficult to guess where we went to today right. Very fun, but I finally realised what I'm missing out by not listening to chinese songs!! (Eh but not that bad, I actually know quite a few lor)

LETS DO THIS AGAIN SOME OTHER DAY. LIKE AFTER SCHOOL ON MONDAYS IF POSSIBLE ^^. 13 bucks for 3 hours + food. So worth it omg!!! :) I'm not uploading the club7 video (you three should know why, *smirks*). Hahaha be satisfied with this tiny bit ..



Ohkaaaaaay. Gotta jet, ciaozzzzz!
(Lets really do this again!!! (L))



Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 11:26 PM


The guy holds a keychain in his hand and tells his girl: "I'm poor, I have nothing but this ring. Wear it and marry me." Girl thought it was joke and happily retorted: "If you can change that into a real ring NOW, I'll marry you!" Guy smiles, takes out a box, and kneels in front of the girl...

CONGRATS ER GE :D (L)!!!




Woo a good photographer is always ready. Hahahha.


CUTEST BABY. IN. MY. LIFE.
Ohmygod, I'm definitely having kids!! LOL (Yes if only!! haha just kidding).


Told you my dress was _____ -.- Lai yi jiejie; Jodie :D


One married 2 years ago, the other marrying next year :D Shuai you mei you ^^.




LOL. Hilarious meaning behind the photo.

I KNOW kids love me too :D (See I carry then they smile until so happily! :D)




Bu yao lian.
I take chicken backside also want to include her pretty face in.


^ *Flashback.* That was the man that, when I was at the age of 2 and had to leave their home for some playgroup, begged my mom to not send me away and offered manymany times to just let me stay there with them for free. Mom rejected. On one of the first few days of playgroup, he snuck there and peeped through the window looking for me. Somehow I was crying (?) and he got so sad, he hid behind the wall and cried. );

Lmafo, the blue shirted guy is veryveryvery funny.
I didnt laugh till i pissed, but almost there LOL.

Another babe who should definitely consider being a mother.



(L)(L)(L)





And the day ended on a happy, tired note :)


Jodie, you can grab the photos up there if you want! ^^
Too freaking tired!! First time I'm posting EVERY single photo I took on an occasion. Doesnt matter if I look horrible or my hair sucked, aw the bride's the main thing anyway :D So sad san-ge's not bringing the kid to uncle's house tomorrow! Aw Jodie, till the next time we meet okay!! ^^ . As expected, I had ALOT of fun at the wedding. Another wedding was taking place nearby also, but the bride and groom not as shuai/ pretty as ours! :D (The groom had a pot belly~)

Oh my god and RED WINE SUCKSSSSSS. SUCKS SO BAD OMG LOL. Wine must be SIPPED. Especially wine you have never tasted before. ("Trytry, very nice! Taste like grape juice.") I think I made the same expression the last time I tried drinking beer.
Lmao, am I not fit for ANY alcohol at all?

I wished I attended weddings everyday! So much love in the air; so many shuai ges. And most importantly; so fun I like!!!! ^^



Okaaaay its 12.30 nowww. (See how long I took to write this post. *grumbles*)
PLUS I CANT SLEEP. Yiting all your fault!! Make me so high then suddenly go: "Goodnight." (?!?!?!!) HOW CAN YOU DO THAT. How am I gonna work myself back into sleeping mode now! >( Ptttsfsfff and I know you're never gonna read this you sua ku :D

Gonna go drink milk or something. Goodnight folks!

Eh if you only knew how much that meant to me.


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