Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 9:22 PM

Not saying anything doesnt mean I dont care.
Not screaming at you in front of your face doesnt mean I m ok.

I chose to smile,
I chose to curse you internally instead of telling the world.

Yes, so I'm a hypocrite, kill me.

Telling you wont make a difference will it.
You are selfish the way you are. Have always been, and will always be.
You ......
*Chants resolutions.*
*Cannot bitch, cannot bitch! :X*

Cant believe I'm still doing all I can to please you.

WHAT AM I DOING. WHY AM I DOING THIS.

Its all for you,
I was mean like crap last year, I wont make the same mistake ever again.
I'm not turning everyone against you,
I'm not gonna scream at you when you do little things like that.

Realize.
I hope you do.
Lets not do it the hard way shall we.
We have 1 year and a half.
Lets see how long it takes and how much I have to bear before you realise what you're doing, I hate you - but it isnt worth to get you ostracized for.